A Lonely Wolf

Once there was alone wolf. its not like he was actually living alone. but its the compelet opposite situation, what i mean is that he was a very alone inside.what i mean is that he was a very unique creator with a very different personality. As time passes, he gets older with very different and opposing thoughts. He started to dislike everything about his family , which was disturbing not only for his family but for himself .He was thinking that he became a burden for everyone around him, he started to hate himself veryu badly.For many past years ,he wanted to die so badly that he became a complete physo, he can't able to talk to anyone else. its not like he don't want to talk , its just he could not bring himself . because he came to know this facty well that whenever he try to talk ,he says something that can definitly hurt someone. so, its killing him innerly, but badly. it was like his heart is going to explode fom his hidden pain, in short its heart very badly, and he don't have a good relation with his family..episode 1!